Most of the heroic journeys in Scripture began with a call that looked foolish or impossible. God often calls us to things we do not feel equipped to do, and that is often where the real growth begins. He is not looking for immediate competence, but willing trust. The calling itself is meant to draw us closer to Him and stretch us beyond where we are today. If what is in front of you feels bigger than you, you are right where He wants you. If you are not dead, God is not done growing and using you.